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ESUS
TOLD US that if we want to be his disciples we will
renounce ourselves, pick up our cross daily and follow
him.[1]
There
are a couple of things about this that have always
profoundly disturbed me. What "cross" is Jesus talking
about? We all know where Jesus went with his cross; he went
to Calvary to be crucified. If we follow him, is that the
deal for us?
Our
reconciliation to God was accomplished 2,000 years ago when
Jesus died on the cross for our sins. It is not as if the
reconciliation itself happens over and over again. It does
not. Jesus died once, for all. Our salvation took place long
before we were even born. Through the sacramental action of
the Church the life of God is made present in our age, and
we spend our lives embracing his cross and responding to his
grace -- the process of ongoing conversion.
Many
great saints expressed their love for the cross of Jesus.
St. Paul had such a deep love for the cross of Jesus that he
called it the power of God and the wisdom of God.[2]
But he cautioned us that if we demand signs or set our
hearts on worldly wisdom the cross will seem like madness to
us and become a stumbling block. Approaching the cross in
faith makes all the difference. God wanted to save those who
have faith through the foolishness of the message that we
preach.[3]
Cross, what cross?
In
his love, Jesus uses the people and circumstances we
encounter everyday to offer us the power of his cross in
tangible ways. Every situation brings the choice to reject
the cross for worldly wisdom or to embrace it through faith
and experience the power of God.
One
problem, though, is that sin blinds us to the cross of Jesus
in our lives. We might see the cross alright, but we cannot
see the presence of Jesus on that cross, which is the true
essence of the cross. When Jesus presents us with his cross,
he is seldom obvious to us at the time; his cross often
looks quite different from what we think a proper cross
should look like. In fact, I have missed the cross Jesus was
offering me so many times, that I now think spiritual
maturity is simply the ability to recognize and embrace the
cross whenever Jesus presents it to us. Often embracing the
cross is no more than remaining rooted in God's love in the
face of some evil.
St.
Paul warns us that an unspiritual person is one who does not
accept anything of the Spirit of God; he sees it all as
nonsense.[4] Because the greatest
act in the history of the world is the death and
resurrection of our Lord Jesus, it is precisely at the
moment the Holy Spirit brings us to stand before his cross
that the enemy works hardest to blind our vision. The enemy
wants us to run away from the cross. He wants to rob us of
our faith in the cross by obscuring our vision of Jesus on
the cross. Interestingly, it has become so normal to
dissociate Jesus from the cross that some religions even
object to the Catholic tradition of showing the cross with
Jesus' body on it. The cross by itself is a symbol of
despair. But, the cross of Jesus is the power of God and the
wisdom of God!
Unspiritual? Moi??
One
key to recognizing Jesus on the cross is accepting that
there is a part of each of us which wars against the good
that God wishes to do in and through us. St. Paul calls it
the flesh or self-indulgence; and tells us that our flesh
opposes the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit also fights
against our flesh. He goes on to say, Since the Spirit is
our life, let us be directed by the Spirit. We must stop
being conceited, provocative and envious.[5]
When
we realize that a natural part of us really does oppose God,
we become less trustful of our natural desires and normal
ways of doing things. We accept our ongoing need for
conversion. Strangely, this simplifies our spiritual life.
Awareness that a part of us rebels against the cross,
actually frees us be open to see the cross in circumstances
we never could before. In fact, we even learn to recognize
the cross through the very resistance of our flesh to
certain situations.
The cross -- a gift of grace
A
lot of the time we do not even notice when Jesus offers his
cross to us. Only God's grace can open our eyes to the gift
of the cross and the presence of Jesus on it.
When
facing an evil situation, our temptation is often to counter
the evil we face with evil of our own. This is the way of
the world. If someone hits you, hit them back; if someone
robs you, lay charges against them; if you are cut off in
traffic by someone who is not even paying the slightest
attention to where they are going and then, when they get in
front of you, slows down to a crawl, maybe blocking two
lanes so you do not even have a chance to get around them,
give the offender a resounding honk. (I once honked my horn
when I saw a car with a "Honk if you love Jesus" bumper
sticker. I have to admit that. I did not expect the guy to
give me the finger!)
Jesus
taught us a different way. The way of the cross. Jesus told
us that he is present with us in all these obscure
circumstances. At the beginning of his public life he said:
"The kingdom of God is close at hand."[6]
He warned us that we will only be faithful in the large
things by becoming faithful in the small things. In the part
of scripture Pope Paul VI called the heart of the Gospel
message, Jesus told us to love our enemies, do good to those
who hate us and to pray for those who treat us
badly.[7]
This
is precisely how we pick up our cross to follow Jesus: when
we are slapped, we turn the other cheek; when robbed, we do
not ask for our property back; when cut off in traffic...
well, maybe I still need a little formation on that one! The
way of the cross is the way of forgiveness. We counter evil,
not with a show of force, but with a show of love. This
takes a real, living faith. What we are really doing is
proclaiming with our actions that we believe God's love is
stronger than evil.
St.
James told us we can fool ourselves pretty easily about what
we do or do not believe, but we will never be fooled if we
examine our actions. As John Schweisthal put it, "If you
want to discover if you truly believe in the virgin birth,
take a look and see if you are loving your enemies. If you
really do believe in the virgin birth, you will most
certainly obey the One who was so born."
Living
our faith is so contradictory to the "common sense" of the
world that prudence might at first seem like imprudence to
us. St. Paul spoke about the folly of the cross. True
prudence can seem like foolhardiness to those whose opinions
are formed by the fallen world.
Yet,
let's consider the so-called "wisdom" of our society. We are
now at the point where having killed off a large percentage
of our population through abortion, we are preparing to deal
with the demographic problems this has created by killing
off the elderly through euthanasia. What a sick way to
restore balance! Our society mocks the sacrament of
Reconciliation but invests huge amounts on therapists using
psychological techniques like psychotherapy which are so
ineffective they often leave people worse off than they were
when they entered therapy. One study I researched while
earning my psychology degree, found that people are
statistically more likely to recover from many psychological
problems if they do not enter therapy, than they are if they
do! On the other hand, the sacrament of Reconciliation
always brings us into the full mercy of God and
reconciliation with his Church.
Coming to believe
Getting
the world's insanity out of our heads is no easy matter. It
is, however, pretty simple. We begin with uncomplicated
obedience. Let me illustrate with an incident from a letter
I wrote to a friend two years ago:
A
couple of weeks ago, Christine had her purse snatched while
she was loading her car after grocery shopping. Three men,
including an off-duty policeman, saw it happen and chased
after and caught the fellow. A patrol car happened to be
going by, so a couple more policemen were added to the
scene. When Chris walked up to them, the three men were
holding the guy down, and the off-duty policeman handed
Chris her purse. The man who had taken her purse said, "Lady
I'm sorry I took your purse." Christine said, "I want you to
know that I forgive you." The police asked her to press
charges, but Chris said, "How can I press charges? I am a
Christian. Besides, I have already forgiven this man."
Unfortunately for the fellow, he was wanted on several
charges (16 other purse snatches or so) and they threw the
book at him. As Chris was teaching at our prayer meeting
last Friday, she shared the incident and said, "Imagine how
great God's mercy is! Jesus was so determined to have his
mercy proclaimed to this man that he waited through 16
snatched purses and had three men hold him down just so he
could hear me tell him that I forgave him!" Wonderful.
Many
will never understand why Christine would not press charges.
Good arguments could be made for putting that guy in jail.
Only one good argument can be made for what Christine did.
She was doing her best to obey the call of Jesus. The
purse-snatcher may or may not have benefited from her
actions, but one thing is sure: Christine experienced the
power of God's kingdom. And that is the real point. By
obeying Jesus we enter into the reality of the kingdom of
God, which is always among us.
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